What’s the use in talking to them since your mum will rather die den to say sorry, even if your dad willing to say sorry. As long as one person in the family who doesn’t want me in their family. I won’t get married nor even call them mother or brother in law. I know I’m rude no respect. But do they respect me? No. saying I was a beggar I was so pissed off, I wanted to fuck the hell out of him back, I didn’t. Your parents didn’t let you come over stay at my house, I didn’t say anything. You didn’t even bother about asking me or msg me asking how am I for the past 2 months, I didn’t say anything. You didn’t even help me after your brother called me a beggar and worse still called me a slut, I didn’t do anything. My mum was asking why you didn’t come to my house for so long; I covered you, saying you were in camp. I kept so many things in my heart not saying a word or not doing anything. Crying every night thinking why you aren’t doing anything, for 4 months, going to 5 months already what you have done. Only when I tell you what to do den you do. After that day when me and Cherie talk to you, I can see u changing, but a week later I feel that you’ve changed again. I thought to myself asking why you are always making empty promises. Only when you feel that things are going to breakdown den you come and baby I miss you or I love you. I think to myself for a long long time asking myself lots of questions, I realized that I no longer have the same feeling we used to have, the love I have for you is fading away, all because of the things you’ve done these past months that made me lose hope in you. That day when my mum was talking to you, I doubt you listen to everything my mum said. And still I thought that after the talk you would be more sensible. I didn’t reply your msg you just don’t care. Since last Friday till now Friday it’s already been a week and you haven do anything, thinking you would msg me to show at least you care, but no. I cannot see any future in us anymore. Thinking you would be more mature but no. I see no signs of changing at all. I’ve been waiting and waiting and waiting till my hearts no longer want to wait for you anymore. My tears have gone dry crying for you. And it’s time to stop. My heart has already stopped loving you. I don’t want to be with you just for the sake of the baby when there’s no love between us anymore. I’m sorry. Forget me forever. I’ve long forgotten of how loving we use to be last time. Put all our past in your memories back behind and don’t think of me again, and I won’t think of you anymore.