My mum talked to me this morning while on the way to work.

What she said was actually true.

Ever since you guys know about my pregnancy.

You guys just want to get married and carry on with the baby as it is.

For me, I didn’t want to rush into things that are important and didn’t want to mess things up too.

so I said that we get registered first.

Date was even set already.

But later on days just before Chinese new year, (Spoiled my mood for new year =.=)

one of you guys started to ask me things like can I cope with my financial and stuffs etc even saying I was begging money from them.WTF?!

I said yes as baby said he’s able to cover for the 9 months.

It’s like he’s the one who willingly to pay for the checkup packages.

And so far we’ve taken is only jus a small sum of less than 1k including the checkup package.

AND FOR YOUR INFO I didn’t say anything of not wanting to split the financial as I understand that my boyf is still tight in his own financial and wanted to help even my own financial also quite tight.

And den this hmmm came and you guys think that we started all these shit because of hmmm.

It’s not hmmm but you yourself.

Saying things so rudely to my mother when she was talking nicely.

How can you be so rude to someone who is older than you?

Wanted to patch things up when I knew there was a mis-understanding somewhere.

You guys stopped. So ok we stopped.

For 4 BLOODY MONTHS,

have you guys ever called to ask how am I going along?

Have you guys bought tonic for ur OWN GRANDCHILD who is coming on the way?

Have you guys even cared? NO!

If no den why should I even pay my respect to you guys when you guys don’t even care about YOUR OWN GRANDCHILD!

I’ve seen so many no not many it’s ALL young mummies blog and their family is all so supportive of the daughter-in-law. No matter how poor they are.

Who doesn’t make mistakes? Dont't say you don't make any mistakes? Everyone makes mistakes. If we don't make mistakes, how are we going to learn from our own mistakes?

What’s done is done.

So what thinking of sacrificing an innocent life to enjoy my teenage life is what I’m supposed to do?